Wrapped into Christianity is the perpetual unrealized dream of the possibility of perfection and yet never the ability to awaken it into reality. The ropes of life, and life as it should be seem to run parallel, only brushing against each other from time to time as they undulate between intersection and separation. Yet if we could braid them together, and live as we should live, would the cost to our understanding of grace be too great? Is Jesus less pleased if the ropes rarely touch? Or is his concern more with opening our eyes to see both ropes? It is not my intention that is damaged, for I aim to live as I should every day, and it is not my behavior that needs repair, for I would undo Christ’s own ideals by inflicting government over my behavior to reach righteousness. So what can I do? My intentions are good, and my behaviors are bad. I can see life as it should be, and yet invariably experience it as it is. Yet I cannot resign, I am driven into the paradox by my passion for Christ. I know only that I can never back down from pressing toward the ideal. I can never stop reaching, even in the reality of perfection’s unattainability. And faced with the futility of my straining, I am discouraged by failure, yet in perfect paradox, I am also pleased with how much further I can reach today, than I could yesterday.
Otherwise known as the "you can see it but you can not touch it" problem.
:)
(I mean *can* not... not "may" not.)
Posted by: Henri | March 14, 2006 at 01:33 PM